yesterday's realisation
I can deeply care about someone or respect someone or admire someone or have strong emotions for someone and that is not love. I can yearn for someone's attention or feel a void in my day in someone's absence. And still it's not Love. Love is a whole different beast. Love lets me destroy myself. So if I don't love someone then what is it that I do? Answer is, it could be anything. So what caused this thought train? It was Friendship.
Love lets me destroy myself.